weiming's blog

2007-12-24T02:16:00.000+08:00

MOVED.

ask me if you bother.

bad day.

2007-11-25T21:07:00.001+08:00

climbed out of the bed today feeling very sick. threw up my maggi mee last night. found my way to church. it just feels so good to serve God with the humble and little strength that i have. i'll do my best and learn more about sound so that i can do a better job the next time.

except for church, everything else screwed up. i had no money to even eat today lol. reached home feeling very very sick. went to sleep but woke up a few times because i was feeling too hot. i dont know why but im just feeling very uncomfortable, physically. my head's like 10 times heavier than usual. my aircon is at 16° but im still feeling very warm. i can't go to bed now cos there's mobcomp proposal to do. poor me and yt have the whole load of crap to finish. designing the site, decide which applications to use, storyboards, flowcharts, describing how the program works, design the databases etc etc. all to be completed and handed in by 8am tmr. the fever is really taking over me and i just cant focus on my work. i'm gonna just go to school tmr to hand in the crap and go home to sleep.

and it's cousin's wedding tmr night. dont even know if i'll be strong enough to attend. bahh too many bad things happening at one go. wm is very grouchy now.

tired

2007-11-24T23:44:00.000+08:00

hello. finally a break from my packed and busy schedule. assignments, tests, projects and work have been tiring me out totally. it's good to spend an entire saturday at home sleeping. :)

i think there're many things that i wanna blog about but i just can't seem to recall. lol. i want to rant about my u-theatre class.(in TP, we have to take cross development subjects, which means something that's totally irrelavent to your modules) understanding theatre. the classmates are nice people, but i really can't stand the teacher. i mean, how do you stand a teacher who flares up at the smallest things and say things like "i feel like just packing my stuff and get my car and go home"? and she shouts. i CANNOT stand people who shout at me. grr. it's really stupid. we play stupid games that are not fun at all and she says 'its good for warming up'. we spend 30mins every lesson to do stupid things like BREATHING and STRETCHING THE BODY when the class is about reading out from a script. how retarded. thank God my classmates are fun if not i'd just die in the class. :S

i'm sorry but this entry is going to be super random. lol. dad just asked me about my term break this morning and he says we'll be shifting during the first week of my term break. HEHEHEHE i can't wait to shift to a 'decent' place. -.- HAHA. i'm gonna zng my room until nice nice. first of all i want a queen-sized bed with a huuuuuge headboard cos it's really really cool and i can put all my stuff on it. i want a small red sofa because i wanna paint my walls BLACK. but oh well i don't think the folks will ever agree to that. AHHA. and a tv is a must! i want to get my wardrobe from ikea. i want an imba computer table and another desk to put my laptop. i want a HUUUUUUUGE softboard to pin up notices, pictures and visions. i want a body sized mirror in the room. and i want a carpet too. i want a mini fridge in my room so i can put vitasoy and chocolate bars in it. and hopefully in no time to come, i want to have my own car at the carpark near my new house. :P

as much as i want a nicely zng-ed room, i need a new handphone. my phone's screwing me up badly, turning itself off from time to time. it cuts my calls off sometimes, and restarts on its own. IT EVEN SWITCHED TO CHINESE MODE BY ITSELF JUST NOW.

i have totally no idea how to break the news of my religion to my parents. every sunday my mum would ask me where i was in the morning and i'd tell her "i had breakfast with my friends". i mean, i know this isn't honouring God at all but i really have no idea how to tell them cause this is something that they would never ever expect me to do. i don't want my mum to tell me "ok son go for it" when she actually dislikes the idea. i'm afraid of the way they're gonna react. and i have no more time i HAVE to let them know cos camp is coming soon.

anyway friday was very good.(LOL REALLY RANDOM) i woke up at 6am for school but decided to skip it cause i didn't feel like attending kumbar's class LOL. and i somehow managed to convince zy to skip with me LOL and we went to cyberdome for early lan session. we played 3 games and won all 3.(strong!) then i went over to aom while zy went home to change. supposed to meet a client at 3pm but i reached aom at like 12? lol so i spent 3 hours at aom and there's nothing to do there except playing piano. so i played the piano for 3 hours and with shuying's help, i managed to learn how to play cai hong(the song on this blog) already! shuying's such a genius! HAHA. so anybody who wants to listen to me play can send me an IM on msn and i'll gladly find a way to show it to you HAHAHA.

after sharing the super plan of aom with zy's friend, we went over to kokleong's place so he could drive us to jo's chalet. and so we went down to east coast for the chalet. it was damn weird when we reached there cause it's like all her school friends and we felt so out. kokleong was like "walan eh con job sia" LOL. so the 3 of us played daidee on our own to not feel so retarded standing there. the girls said they could stare at zy for 10secs without laughing. didn't dare to ask them to show to me thou, HAHA. $.$ hahah the we somehow fit into the group and started to talk. jo's friends were like EXTREMELY CRAZY but fun lar lol. so afterall the chalet was fun and turned out to be better than i expected. really didn't feel like leaving, but kokleong had to meet someone so we had to go if not i'd have to go back to meridien myself lol.

(the crazy girls in their cools shirts and i look retarded)

and then we went to meridien for our FRIDAY TEAM WARS, what i look forward to every week. HAHAHA. super low. we played 4 games, and out of which 3 games i'm in the same team as JD. JD is a retarded guy who plays dota with us but sucks totally at it. he types liike thiis ders hahas hehes lols and he can laugh when he makes a mistake in game. its like you're playing VS and you didn't swap, and when your teammate scolds you you can still tell him "lols". -____________-" really spoilt my mood of the entire day. low. BUT NEXT WEEK'S TEAM LINE UPS = OWNAGE. i'm gonna win all 5 games and get every single possible point bonus. and if that happens, feeder kokleong will be 2nd on the league table. LOL RIDICULOUS? :P

okay and that sums up my happening and enjoyable friday. and before i end my post, there's something that's been bugging me and i really have to talk about it here. how irresponsible is it for a guy to accept a girl when she's a mini celebrity, and when she's less popular he dumps her and goes back to his old girl. do you even have feelings for the poor girl, or did you get tgt with her simply because she had a bit of fame and it makes yourself look better? i know i'm in no position to comment about this issue but when my best friend is involved, i HAVE to say something. well, what's done is done, and i just hope that you're feeling much better now.(thats if you're reading this and you know who you are :)) lol as for the guy i hope your old flame rejects you too and you end up losing both sides. ^_^

OKAY. so much for being random, i'm going to end this long-winded post here. should take me sometime to write up another entry of decent length to read. so maybe fans of my blog can read this entry once every 3 days and do this for a month. by then the next entry should be up! HAHAHA. flu virus is everywhere, and many people have caught it. i strongly urge my blog readers to drink more water, get enough rest, and put on a mask wherever you go. I'M GONNA SLEEP NOW, GOODNIGHT! :)

HELLO WORLD.

2007-11-14T06:39:00.000+08:00

lblOpeningTextMsg.Text = "Hello fansie!"

okay that was lame. i know i havent been blogging for LONG time. have been very busy lately! okay maybe a lil lazy to blog too. :P

a few weeks ago, kokleong shared with me the super plan for AOM. it's really brilliant and is the BEST business strategy i've ever came across. have been working on it for quite sometime, and im very sure in no time to come AOM will expand SO FAST that we dont even have room! just stay tuned to the events of AOM and you all will receive a very pleasant surprise soon!

have been working on a league system for our friday dota sessions. haha. we're implementing points to team wins, top fraggers, support bonuses and so on. heh our sessions are getting spiced up now, gonna be more fun from now on. and we're gona start playing DRAFTS soon! and we'll have our own web space in steven's server, where we'll update our scores and the chart can be seen. i'll also do up a site that shows all members' profile and maybe blog once a week about the highlights of the matches.

TEEHEEHEE so exciting! yup that's more or less the major things that are happening in my life currently. OH and i changed my blog song! this song is SO SUPERB! it makes up for the stupid cowboy song HAHAHAHHAA.

okay people! i should be blogging real soon, so look out for this space! take care, drink more water and don't fall sick!

and peiling i love you!

crap.

2007-10-17T00:19:00.001+08:00

i seriously can't take this fucked up shit. crap, this is pure crap.

special treatment?

2007-09-29T10:40:00.000+08:00

"f you lah, f this lah, f that lah."

seriously, who else do you speak to in this manner? over the smallest things, the SMALLEST things, you f this and f that. for the smallest things that i did, you can get very worked up and
"F YOU LAH _l_". honestly, do you treat the other people around you like that too? your mum? your friends? or am i the only one that receives this "special treatment"? wtf man. i didnt know being sleepy and not knowing how to answer you can make you so angry. you weren't like this. you make me not want to tell you what i think about everything, cause i know your reply to what i say will be F LAH F LAH. is it very difficult to kick that habit? is it very difficult to control your temper? its like ive been keeping quiet for so many things. i just tolerate. you? "F LAH. _l_" why? why do you only behave like that when its towards ME? and you can tell me "i dont see what's so wrong with me behaving like that".

i seriously hope you can learn to REALISE your own mistakes and stop being like that. there're really SO many things that i wanna talk to you about, but i dont have the courage to. i know we'll end up in quarrels. i keep avoiding those topics, just to prevent fights. but inside me i dont feel good. i keep quiet about it, it doesnt mean im very happy with what im getting.

once again, i hope that you will gain enough maturity to see your own mistakes, and stop throwing your temper around.

_l_

5c class chalet

2007-09-24T09:40:00.000+08:00

okay i know its a lil overdue lol. but then again who would bother lol. i just woke up from my beauty sleep, which actually isnt enough cos i didnt really sleep since last wednesday, when the chalet starts.

i reached the chalet at the first night at about 10+ at night. actually i intended to go on the second day but my aircon broke down *&#!$ so yea i went over so i could 'sleep'. took a cab there, man the place was HUUUUUUGE. lol. there weren't too many people on the first night. me, junhui, pelvin, bobby, augustine, edwin, weijie, xing and yinci. did nothing for the whole night, they were like watching campus superstar on my laptop LOL and everyone was like KEELY KEELY. LOL. then everyone went to sleep except for me and pelvin. then we were like chatting la. kinda cool, didnt really get the chance to know my classmates more during sec school. haha.

second morning. woke everyone up at 8am to catch the shuttle bus to white sands to get groceries and ingredients for the bbq. had mcdees breakfast (HEHE). then i went to kem to meet brian to pick up my notes for my MOBCOMP sup paper on friday(yea its the third day of the chalet and i didnt really study much lol). then went back to the chalet. lol i was like doing everything in the kitchen. first thing when i got back, cook maggi mee LOL. then marinated the chicken, and skewered the prawns with satay sticks. i tell you the prawns were HUUGE. damn shiok lah. then after preparing everything, still hungry. so i fried the bacon and cooked ham omelette. LOL 5min, and everything is gone! everybody were like 'WAH HO LIAO AH LAI AH' then no more already LOL. oh yah i forgot to mention. while we were at the supermarket, we bought a bunch of bananas, for ziyang the bananaboy's arrival. LOL.

we like, hung the banana at the entrance of the living room lol. and when ziyang arrived, he didnt notice the 'effort' we put in, but he did see the bananas, and he took out one banana to eat. nothing funny actually, but all of us laughed lol. here's our bananaboy.

look at how happy he is with his banana. LOL. and more people came. zijian and boonkiat came over in the afternoon too. jinle, peter, siqi, kaiyan, romeo and gf came over at night. i tell you, the bbq was the best bbq ive ever had. most successful. the amount of food was just right, everything was finished, never like waste a lot. no chicken wings, all boneless thigh meat. and they said the marinating was nice HEHEHEHHEE. the prawns were OOOOOOOOH. so good! hahaha. then still got stingray, sotong, potato. the prawns damn big, damn nice la omg. lol. the food was really good la hahaha. (yeah at this point i havent studied for my sup LOL) and in the middle of the bbq i realised a few of them were in the swimming pool. yeah, the pool was right in front of our bbq area lol. i was perspiring like crazy la, then i see already also bth, took off my shirt and jump down LOL. and if any of you noticed the pictures on my f-ster, here's the "cute girl in class".

pretty aye? hahah. her name's kaiyan. i always thought she's cute. AHHAAH. ok i hope not too many people will get jealous. =x the 2 girls only came at night, so all the photo taking actually began at night. hahaha. so we missed out all the bbq action, so no photos for the bbq. pity! );

played mahjong at night, with bk zy and peter. HAHAHA its always so happening when peter is around. he never fails to crack us up with his new catchlines. and singing oldies with him LOL. damn funny la. its out in the middle of the silence he's suddenly shout "OOOHOHOH. SQUARE ROOMS." LOL. and his new "ice-cream paddlepop" is so influencial HAHAHA. now i cant stop saying it. mahjong became very boring, then we played blackjack. heh. ziyang sucks at it man. boonkiat won like $70+, so he paid for the mahjong table(which is like $20). lol. then they watched dvds. at abt 2am, i went to sleep, told them to wake me up at 330am so i could study. they managed to wake me up, but couldnt prevent me from going back to sleep lol. someone took pictures of zy. he looks damn retarded la lol.

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woke up at abt 5+, sit down, relax, made breakfast, wash up and prepared to leave. lol. we took a few group shots before we left the place. we dunno what siqi did, but the camera took like 10 shots without us knowing it lol.

then we left the place and went out to wait for the shuttle bus to come. there're more pictures!

chalets are so much fun! im gonna hold one during my birthday. so here's an open invitation to the all the readers of my blog! (machiam its a lot ._.) you all are invited to my birthday chalet! hahah. actually not confirmed la, but im planning to do one. HAHA. yup and that's about it! will blog again soon. ^^

oh by the way my sup paper was okay and i think i can pass it(without really studying). IM SO STRONGX!

love.

2007-09-07T19:54:00.000+08:00

i love you deep deep! :)

NEED A JOB

2007-09-05T07:18:00.000+08:00

i need a job
i need a job
i need a job
i need a job
i need a job

and i need to cut my hair REAAAAAAAALLY short if i wanna return to banquet.

YES and i've got a tagboard! although no one will tag on it lol. have fun.

+1

2007-08-30T08:13:00.000+08:00

GO GO JUST ONE LAST PAPER TO GO

oh?

2007-08-21T10:41:00.000+08:00

晃半圈望太远
来回终究停在原点

2007-08-09T16:43:00.001+08:00

每一次看他紧紧拉着你手我眼泪不停的流
也只好默默退后
我什么都没说
静静忍住痛

2007-08-08T07:13:00.000+08:00

Actually I typed out a pretty long passage, but I clicked on the 'X' on the top right hand corner and decided not to post it. Yeah and if you're reading this you most probably have heard from me what actually happened(only a few knows about my blog anyway). So I'm not going to elaborate.

I cannot help but keep thinking about it. I know I'm not supposed to. And those of you whom I told you I didn't cry, I lied. Yeah. I don't know, I got no idea what to say here. I've tried doing many things to make myself not think about it but nothing seems to be working. I still cannot forget the exact scenario. When I went to bed the past 2 nights, I just keep seeing in vividly in my mind.

-I was just waiting there for you, and when I turned back upon hearing your name, I saw you with him.-

Even without ***** telling me who that guy is, that sight would've already told me that he's not just a friend. You know, I really regret not knowing you earlier. Yeah and about your friend, I've heard so much about him. I was just pretending that I don't know him. Yeah I was pretending. It's like, after waiting for you there, the moment I saw him walking down with you I REALLY felt like walking away just like that. But then again if I walked away it'd be too unfair for me. Seriously I don't know what I can do about this. This feeling is so fucked up cos I know something's going on but there's like no way I can know what it is. I can't possibly ask you right?

Well, I'm not gonna give up just yet. Yeah, not even if the two of you are really together. And I'm not planning to tell you anything about it yet. I just need more time to make myself more worthy of you, before letting you know how I really feel. I just hope that when that time comes you'll still be here. Right now I'm just worried. I mean, yeah the competition is over. You don't have to rally votes anymore. So would I be chucked aside cos I'm no longer important anymore? Well that's the worst thing that can happen. I seriously hope that this isn't what's going through your mind.

Yeah I know you won't be reading this cos I no longer tell people about my blog. But honestly, I really wish I could let you know how I'm feeling. I don't know what's my next step. I gotta admit I'm very very demoralised after seeing you with him that day, and telling me you're still with him at 1.30am.

Although it's only been a short 1 and a half months since I've known you, I really wanna let you know that you've been a great blessing in my life(too). Well at least, to make you give me a lil more attention, I've been trying to make myself a better person. My close friends would've noticed this. Yeah my friends call me 'obssessed', cos it's like everything you do can dictate my mood. But most of the time you make me very happy! Even if it's just a simple text msg from you, it can make me smile for the rest of the day! I thought of this for a long time, and I realised I've fallen in love with you. I mean yeah, we don't know each other very well yet, but I can tell that you're a really nice girl, and I don't wanna lose this chance to get to know you better. Although I know at the end we might not be together, but no way I'm giving up without trying. It's amazing how people can fall for someone in such a short time. Haha.

Too many things have happened through this time, and I really wanna thank these two people, Alex Low and Vanessa Wee, for being there for me and listening to me whenever I needed someone. Really don't know what to do if I don't have you guys.

And so, I'm gonna post a song here to end this sincere post. Yeah I know the singer sucks but if you got the time, try listening carefully to the lyrics. It's exactly what I wanna say to her. =\

http://profile.imeem.com/t0x4T/music/Dx_50pPM/suo_yi/ <- go check it out

and last of all, I love you.

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2007-08-07T02:18:00.000+08:00

YINGTING says:
sometimes i think
YINGTING says:
reverse psychology works
YINGTING says:
keep thinking negatively and that everything's fucked up
YINGTING says:
and things will happen elsewise
How I feel? says:
ya reverse psychology
How I feel? says:
she wants me to treat her better!
How I feel? says:
YES
YINGTING says:
maybe she's testing how serious you are bout her!
How I feel? says:
YAH MAYBE RIGHT
How I feel? says:
ive never intended to give up anyway
YINGTING says:
so stop dwelling abt it, and plan your next move, mate!
How I feel? says:
yeah i shouldve picked myself up
How I feel? says:
what's happening to me man

YT says the right things at the right time. (:

Prawn fishing? o.O

2007-08-06T10:26:00.001+08:00

okay. havent really been blogging for a LOOONG time. i shall write a decent blog entry.

hmm shall talk about yesterday. day started off with church. okay lar i'm still kinda trying to get used to everything, but i'm starting to feel okay with the people already! although i dont know a lot of stuff, but i'll work very very hard and grow faster and learn more about it! :D and jo! she got me a bible! and a bookmark with a lil note on it. she's such a sweetie. (: thanks jo! <3

on the bus back home, i bumped into this guy i met during bible study. he talked to me and asked me what im doing and we sorta talked about my initial 'ambition' to enter mass comm. and he offered me a place in the church's tech crew! heh he's gonna call me like soon for an audition. cooooooool.

and so i went home and got changed, played a bit of dota, then cabbed down to aom to slack. recently i've been quite zai in hitting high notes LOL. i was like singing 'Ge Qian - Jay Chou' and you know there's this SUPER high part. and i hit it, and tried again and hit it, and tried again and hit it. HEHEHEHEHEHE. i used zhen ying alright, not falsetto. :D then slacked at aom till like 7+, then kokleong drove us (me, kahleong, kokleong and his gf sheila) to bishan for prawn fishing.

YES. IT'S THE FIRST TIME IM GOING FOR PRAWN FISHING IN MY LIFE, AND I SWEAR IT'S ADDICTIVE. that feeling, it's very personal. i cannot describe it here YALL GOTTA GO CHECK IT OUT YOURSELF. when you see the float sinking, and when you feel the tension, you PULL YOUR ROD, and the hook snaps. -_____________- wah that feeling. lol. i only caught 3 prawns in 3 hours LOL. hahahaha it's super addictive we're definitely coming back next week man. stopped at 12.30am, then kokleong drove me home and yeah, i woke up late this morning so i skipped wireless lab LOL.

and yes, this is the pro prawn fisher. :D

secrets exchanging pal?

2007-07-31T19:18:00.000+08:00

I totally love Vanessa Wee[secrets.exchanging.pal],

because.

I can pour out just everything to her.

Somehow,

though sometimes i can sense that shes bored

with al my complaints and al other stuffs

she stil listens to me and stands by me.

Thank goodnes i have you, you know.

Just keep those rants about WKS,

WM gives good advice!HAHA.

extracted and edited from http://myloving.multiply.com/journal/item/15 HAHAHA.

doh-nats.

2007-07-08T21:10:00.001+08:00

I QUEUE VERY LONG OK!

emo, zibi, draw circles!

2007-07-05T23:16:00.003+08:00

emo? zibi? draw circles lor.

hahaha joanna is super cute.

since she said it's funny, i drew her something.

then she drew 1 back

me : IM GONNA POST THIS UP LOL
jo : let me draw nicer one la!

so here's attempt #2 :

cannot lose ma, so i drew 1 more!

HAHAHHAHAHAA. and here's the compiled version!

TEEHEEHEE.

2007-07-02T23:53:00.001+08:00

JOANNA INTO SEMI-FINALS! :D

happy day!

2007-06-30T14:13:00.000+08:00

yesterday was aweeeeesome!

skipped school in the morning to make a birthday card for joanna. (as seen in the previous post) then went down to mediacorp to pass it to her. was supposed to see her at 5, but when i reached she was already inside. ); smsed vanny for a solution lol. obviously nothing could be done la, but i still hung around anyway. then lucky me chanced upon wilson, so asked him to pass it to joanna for me. lol dam lucky if not i wont be able to pass it to jo on her bday itself.

THEN AFTER THAT SOMETHING VERY NICE HAPPENED. HEHEHHEHEHEHEHEEEE. (:

took 157 to bukit timah. was supposed to meet everyone at 9pm, but i reached at like 6+? lol. terry and zy came earlier to meet me for dinner. the rest were later than 9 lor, but i wasnt pissed lol cos i was in a super good mood. :D played 8 straight hours of lan. felt DAMN good. hahahaha. and my msn acct got hacked! some retard changed my pw. sucker. oh well but i got the acct back. and i still wasnt pissed lol (I WAS IN A SUPER GOOD MOOD). even my IGN was "VERY GOOD MOOD" hahhahahaa. i was feeding and smiling at the same time, everyone thought i was mad HAHAHA.

robin's leaving for japan in a few days time. staying there for a couple of years. hah although i dunno him v well but still, take care friend! :D

reached home at 6+ in the morning, slept till 11am. gonna go for 5c's bbq later at cck. sian zy says he's not going, then i also quite sian liao ._. i so wanna go for the youth eco concert la tmd. but i promised weijie i'll be at the bbq BAHHHHHHHH.

omg monday's drawing near. im so excited! all the way, jo! :D

happy birthday jo!

2007-06-29T12:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA! <3

ownself make one hor! :P

VOTE WISELY

2007-06-28T01:06:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ynF55hEwJHE - huixian
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U7z2LKK7MCc - joanna
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0SuQMTrsBO0 - zheng ning

watch their standards, joanna has the best voice, however, judges are biased towards her since round 1 and prefer zhengning and huixian. this coming monday they'll be grouped together. if you think joanna is good, do vote for her on this coming monday. 1 or 2 also nvm, every vote counts. thanks!

campus superstar!

2007-06-26T02:49:00.000+08:00

Joanna for campus superstar!

LOL

2007-06-22T19:21:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=37gUCIGo8Fk

OHMYGOD LAH LOL!!!!!!!

some quiz lol

2007-06-19T00:41:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

alvin, again.

2007-06-07T22:28:00.000+08:00

(AlViN) says:
last time i finish rowing den i get up the boat got 1 gal was looking at my penis
(AlViN) says:
she was sitting at the side
This season's Campus Superstar is ; keely and shawn ftw! says:
LOL
This season's Campus Superstar is ; keely and shawn ftw! says:
MACHAM
This season's Campus Superstar is ; keely and shawn ftw! says:
HAHAHAHA
(AlViN) says:
den i stand up i look at her
(AlViN) says:
n she was loooking the direction of my penis
This season's Campus Superstar is ; keely and shawn ftw! says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAH WTF

HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAAAA!!!

alvin is funny lol

2007-06-07T21:54:00.001+08:00

(AlViN) says:
the jia qi out le ar
This season's Campus Superstar is ; keely and shawn ftw! says:
yah
This season's Campus Superstar is ; keely and shawn ftw! says:
sad right
This season's Campus Superstar is ; keely and shawn ftw! says:
jiaqi is cute
(AlViN) says:
sian shes kinda gosu
This season's Campus Superstar is ; keely and shawn ftw! says:
yeah
(AlViN) says:
yea
(AlViN) says:
i like
(AlViN) says:
=)
(AlViN) says:
jiaqi is mine pls
This season's Campus Superstar is ; keely and shawn ftw! says:
hehe
This season's Campus Superstar is ; keely and shawn ftw! says:
kawaii
(AlViN) says:
kawaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
(AlViN) says:
ftw
AlViN) says:
jurong sec siol
(AlViN) says:
i will visit her
(AlViN) says:
rofl irc gal
This season's Campus Superstar is ; keely and shawn ftw! says:
lol
This season's Campus Superstar is ; keely and shawn ftw! says:
pls ask me along
This season's Campus Superstar is ; keely and shawn ftw! says:
if u wanna go jss find her
(AlViN) says:
no u got keely
This season's Campus Superstar is ; keely and shawn ftw! says:
);
(AlViN) says:
do not snatch or
(AlViN) says:
later we meet her u say ur penis bigger den mine half battle gone for me (LOL #1)
This season's Campus Superstar is ; keely and shawn ftw! says:
LOL
This season's Campus Superstar is ; keely and shawn ftw! says:
LOL HAHA
(AlViN) says:
den later u say u got exp in relationship im gg (LOL #2)
(AlViN) says:
cos im virgin lol (LOL #3)

DAMN FUNNY LA HAHAHHAHAHAHAH

over? nah.

2007-05-21T06:03:00.000+08:00

had a pretty good weekend, i'd say. friday night went to lan with steven and gang again. this time we had 10 people. shiok~ hahaha played till 4am, wanted to camp at kokleong's place till 6, then bumped into sugi LOL so we had a mahjong session. beat that hoho. then went home, slept till afternoon, and watched condor heroes till abt 9+ and slept again. woke up on sunday morning, watched more tv, then lei rang up and jio-ed mahjong again. shiok. very very good weekend BUT when i reached home last night, brian reminded me about the report that gotta be handed in today LOL G_G

i thought i was REALLY over it. but im feeling so sour again now. itchy fingers. #(!#*($#%^@

WHY IFC

2007-05-17T07:15:00.000+08:00

WHY AM I IN INFO COMMMMMMMMMM?

wireless sucks.
netinfra sucks.
DATABASE SUCKS!

urghh fuck fuck what the fuck am i doing in infocomm!?

shouldve retaken my Os. i'd be enjoying life with mass comm babes now. DAMN.

well but this did make me laugh a lil

didnt know roshan uses friendster, haha! hmm havent been blogging for a long time. i hope my fans are doing fine LOL. ohhh ive been great lately. mobtv has been my best friend. think abt this, $15.90 for a month, it stops you from going out for at least once a week. one trip out i spend at least $20. so mobtv is actually saving money! yes! hahaha.

alright time for school!

woah

2007-05-06T19:50:00.000+08:00

i haven't cried for a really long time lol.

oh?

2007-04-30T00:10:00.000+08:00

i seriously need to control my temper when im gaming. ._.

lazy

2007-04-28T08:33:00.000+08:00

i wanna blog abt what happened for the past few days leh. but for some reasons i just cant blog it out. i think ive lost the ability to blog lol. well i shall try, but its gonna look very skimpy and sloppy.

the past few days was ALL about lan. damn shiok. wed night i went to bukit timah to play with the same usual bunch, played till like 3am, then went for supper and slept at kokleong's till 7am to go home and change into shoes for school. zy smsed me at 8am and said "fuck im not going to school." yah and when wm saw that he replies "fuck im not going either." so we met at 11+ for lan again LOL. and we lan-ed till like 5pm, then we went to AOM. played monopoly, then went to bugis to have some gosu dessert intro-ed by kahleong, then went home.

friday(ytd), went to school for one lab session, then went to school lanshop and played more lan. then went home at 3+, zy came over to watch ynw. then went to bukit timah to have dinner, and played lan again. terry came to find us at 7+, then we played till 10 until steven came. then it was me zy terry steven and alvin, then we played 5v5 with some china people(lol random). yah then we lan-ed till like 4am, then went for supper and went to kokleong's place to slp again.

then now im home lor. fk i really dunno how to blog already. oh well i think this is a rather stupid post. =\

OK WHO WANTS TO WATCH SPIDERMAN-3 WITH ME ON 1ST MAY? LIKE PM ME ON MSN ASAP SO I CAN BOOK TIX THX! :)

beer?

2007-04-25T17:40:00.000+08:00

got this from hazel's blog. ahahaha.

REASONS WHY BEER IS BETTER THAN WOMEN

1)You can enjoy a beer all night long.2
)A beer will wait in the car while you go and play football.
3)A beer doesn't get jealous when you grab another beer
4)Beer labels come off without a fight
5)You can have more than one beer in a night and not feel guilty.
6)You can share beer with your friends.
7)A beer won't tell you its pregnant for fun
8)A beer does not come with in laws.
9) To cool off a beer, all you have to do is put it in the ice box
10)Beer is happy to ride in the trunk of your car

HAHAHAHHA.

first day of school!

2007-04-24T02:04:00.000+08:00

today's entry is posted on liting's blog. those who really wanna read it badly can pm me for her blog url! alternatively, stalkers can use their own methods to stalk down her blog url and read the entry there. hehe :)

slack LOL

2007-04-21T12:51:00.001+08:00

says:
why ur lesson so slack lol
I WANNA GO OUT LIKE NOW. ANYONE? says:
dunno lol
says:
i dont have such slack time table lol
I WANNA GO OUT LIKE NOW. ANYONE? says:
cos ive been hardworking for the past sem
says:
LOL

lalidums.

2007-04-21T01:30:00.000+08:00

says:
they
says:
siao one la
says:
one like
says:
then the other one
says:
think its cool to like
says:
like fighting for wcg like that

hhahahhahahahhahahahaaha.

ive been so boredddddddd. timetable's out. mondays are like normals days. tuesdays start at 1pm HOHO. wed thrus and fri ends at 1pm. SHIOKKKKKKKKK. hahahah i cant wait for school.

dad and mum are leaving for america on sunday, for 10 days. TEN DAYS. who's gonna wash my clothes? ._. hahahahhahaa. bored bored bored. cant slp. woke up at 430pm now i cant sleeeeeeeeeeeep.

okay actually i got nothing to say. just felt like blogging lol. oh i got back my old hobby lol, hk drama. ive been camping at home everyday now to watch hk drama + eat doritos. and im having a very bad throat now lol.

aiyah i really got nothing to talk about lol. im going to sleeeeeeeeep.

SCHOOOOOOOL

2007-04-16T20:26:00.001+08:00

I WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL
I WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL
I WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL
I WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL
I WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL

I WANT SCHOOL TO START LIKE NOW!!!!!

o.o

2007-04-13T09:44:00.000+08:00

says:
is not cause he is that bo liao
says:
cause he has NO SCH
says:
NO LIFE
I'm totally disgusted lol. says:
wah nice
I'm totally disgusted lol. says:
i blog this part later
says:
lol
says:
its even more effective to say this when if he says sth like
says:
i have all the time in the world
says:
time is on my side

HAHHAHAHAHAH.

:)

2007-04-13T02:38:00.000+08:00

im so glad that all the misunderstandings are cleared! happy happy :)

went down to bugis to meet derick just now. supposed to meet him at 330. reached at 4 and had a bad feeling, so i phoned his house.

"hello?"

"CHEEBYE LA YOU STILL AT HOME."

"never say what time meet ma."

"YOU TELL ME 3.30 *#&@^@!#*"

"OKOK i come now."

-so he called me at 6.20pm-

"ming come icon building find me."

-ok when i reached there he was telling me-

"can you believe it? i made ham and egg sandwich!"

"CB NO WONDER SO LATE"

damn late better slp now if not cant wake up for kbox!

i miss you. :)

i wan

2007-04-12T21:51:00.001+08:00

i wanna be more than just an average pianist..
i wan...

ooh aah eehh ar ehehhehehehhehee. :)

English lesson #369

2007-04-10T19:28:00.000+08:00

After every vowel (A, E ,I, O, U), if the next word is 'A', it should be presented as 'An'.

Than - (used, as after comparative adjectives and adverbs, to introduce the second member of an unequal comparison): She's taller than I am.
Then - or soon afterward: The rain stopped and then started again.

i wonder who's been reading my blog. zy told me abt some ip tracking program o.o

OMG LA I FEEL LIKE A DISGUSTING STALKER. but then again, i wont be doing this if there's no one stalking me. ^^V

oh well. fuck you. :)

cheh.

2007-04-10T10:22:00.000+08:00

it really sucks when you ignore/avoid me. i know i'm nothing to you but, oh well i ripped this from val's blog :

Is either you're not replying, or you went offline.
Hell, tell me what t do!
We're just friends, I kno.
But hello?!
I still care about everything or so.
Damn

oh well. i had a very very weird dream last night. and it was kinda wrong. well, i have to say the events that happened in the dream made me feel really good. i mean, it's pretty refreshing to get that kinda feeling back again. haha i really wished it'd happen in real life LOL.

now i really really think it was wrong to tell you how i feel. we dont talk to each other as much as we used to. i still have the chat log of the first time we chatted. we could talk abt anything! what happened now!? sigh.

Some words I wish had gone unsaid.

<3

.

2007-04-04T03:20:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU!

donut factory

2007-04-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

day started off bad, with the fucking agent giving me a call at 9+ to wake me up. played a few pub games and had a good chat with daph.

after persuading for very long, wj was willing to accompany me to raffles city to queue for some gosu donuts at Donut Factory. the wait was omfg 4 hours 15mins -_________- cant believe i did something like that lol. bought 3 boxes in total. each customer is only entitled to purchase 2 dozens of donuts lol. wj bought only 1 dozen so i bought buy 3. hoho.

rushed to eg after that to meet lei and sher. gave them a box of donuts hahaha. they've been nice to me so, jong is nice to people that are nice to him! haha. the other box goes to kimkim^^ hahha. glad she liked it. (:

roarrrrrrrrrr and when i reached home, time to eat. just nice my dad was hungry lol. then my dad was like "you queue 4 hours, we 4 mins finish" -.- hahahahhaa. im happy that everyone liked the donuts!!

lol im super addicted to the song lan(2), by tank. its been playing on repeat since yesterday. hahahaha.

hmm. berenice told me off. she was telling me, its not worth it to do so much for her. she said smth like "as a friend, i dont wanna see you drown in her, cause everything's gonna go down the drain at the end." , "does she even bother about what you did for her? she might be just taking it for granted." it really affected me. i dont know. im sure abt my feelings for her. true, she might not be bothering abt what i did for her. but hey, who knows unless i tried? i havent even told her how i feel abt her. i dont dare to, ive got no confidence. lets get real. with my looks now, who am i to tell her that i like her? i need to lose weight, lose a lot of weight. then im gonna tell her how i feel, at least i wont scare her away. im not giving up no matter what happens. i've never felt like this for a girl for SO, SO, SO long. im certain abt how i feel. i swear its not just another crush or infatuation.

berenice, im sorry if im disappointing k? i really cannot help it. sorry..

as to her, i really really wished i could tell you how i feel right now. i hope things will move slowly, and i have time to get ready to let you know how i feel. im already contented with what i have now. all i can hope for is for things to not change. give me more time. i'm doing my best.

as for now, i'll go back to my emoing.

i love you.

hmm.

2007-04-02T02:47:00.000+08:00

hmm. am a little disappointed. oh well. =\

i miss you

2007-04-01T16:07:00.000+08:00

its just a day and im missing you already. =
<3

wm is v v v v v v v v happy today!

2007-04-01T09:23:00.000+08:00

hahahahahaa omg! <3 im so so so happy today. finally got to be a lil closer to you. =p hahaha. really was smiling all the way just now lol. hmm. AH FK I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY!? IM JUST SO SO HAPPY LOL! i'm really so glad that we're talking like that. i like it as it is now! (:

but oh well. i dont deny i feel a little jealous after reading your blog. wished i was the one who accompanied you. =\ but HAHA! its ok lah!! im fineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. (:

and i won mahjong today or. really really damn lucky mwahahhaha.

its late. (8.26am) time to sleep. byebye! ^^V

I <3 you!! (:

HELLO WORLD

2007-03-30T02:32:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD IM BACK.

just realised i have a blog. =\ so i havent been blogging for more than 2 mths. so many things happened. the best part is i met so many wonderful people. (:

went to aom yesterday to play monopoly with kahleong steven and berenice. then went to ps with berenice to shop for her school stuff. went to eg after that and played 2 games of protect the girl and went home. dumb or.

today i went to shuang lin shi. went there with mum to pray for dad and bro. the feeling was.. peaceful. hahaha. gonna go tmrw in the morning to pray for kim's family and her * trials! (: and im going kbox after that lol omg im so excited!

ok i sound like a girl. -_- im going to slp alr.

i think i like you. (:

happy 2007

2007-01-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

happy new year everybody. may everyone heng heng and huat huat, shun shun and li li for the year 2007.

okayyyyyyyyyyy actually about a week back, i wanted to blog about what happened for that week. but i tuu until now -.- forget liao hahahahah. so i shall just talk abt what i can rmb.

went to do my show at suntec. OMG. THERE WAS THIS GIRL AT THE DINNER, omg lah. she looks 17-19. but well its a NUS party. so i presume shes abt that age lah. omg lah the moment i saw her my heart jitao melttttttttttttttt. ahhh <3 i went to other tables first, but i keep on looking at her ftw. then i went to her table. performed to her dad, then her mum suddenly told me, "hey can you give her your cards(points to the girl) she wants to play poker." then i was like "HUH? o.o" lol. then i said cannot lah tan jia eh leh. OMG LAH then i fucking keep thinking of her lah lol. then after the show, i went over to the table and gave her my deck (OMG LAH I JUST BOUGHT IT BEFORE THE SHOW) and said "hey this is for you :)" OMG AHHHH <3 then i introduced myself to her dad ftw. then i shook his hand, then turned to the girl, "weiming. :) you are?"

"lilian."

ahhhh <3 lilian ftw. thats my mum's name LOL. then i zhao liao. WAHHHHHHH then the moment i left i was like "cb i really want her number lah" lol. after that went to d.ghaut to look for sam. then went home for mahjong. then i realised, i forgot to do my psychology quizzes. -.- it was like 15mins before the deadline. then pple countdown, i pia quiz -.- then like that pass my nye lol.

okay. woke up today. went to lan with lw chih and alvin. and we lost all games. -.- nothing much happened lah. lol im so pathetic lah. 25th dec(xmas) i was at gamers inc, 1st jan(newyear) and im at egames. WTHHHHHHH.

ok lah im very bored. shall finish this entry with a survey LOL

1. The phone rings. Are you quick toanswer or do you ignore?
very fast if its not on silent mode. =
2. When shopping at the grocery store,do you return your cart?
duh -.-

3. In a social setting, are you moreof a talker or a listener?
depending of whats exchanged.

4. Do you take compliments well?
i just smile.

5. Are you an active person?
no

6. Are you a parent?
no

7. Do you like to ride horses?
no

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
no for the fourth time -.-

9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
king of fighters since 9 yrs old

10. If a sexy person was pursuing you,but you knew he/she was married wouldyou still get involved with them?
why not? :)

11. Are you judgmental?
you can say so.

12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
yes except 1 religion. :)

13. Do you like to pursue or bepursued?
be pursued lah

14. Have you ever had a stalker?
no.

15. If you had to choose, would yourather be deaf or blind.
dead

16. Are you sexy?
no

17. Do you know how to shoot the gun?
watergun?

18. If your house was on fire, whatwould be the first thing you'd try tosave?
hp, laptop

19. How often do you read books?
not anymore

20. Do you think more about the past,present or future?
future

21. What is your favorite children'sbook?
animorphs

22. Where were you born?
mt alvernia hospital

23. How tall are you?
177cm

24. How much do you weigh?
more than half my height

25. Where is your ideal house located?
the condo that can be seen at nicoll highway. imagine you wake up and look out of your window, you see the sea with a line of road across the blue waters. sex!

26. Last person you talked to?
joanne

27. Have you ever taken pictures in aphoto booth?
like duh

28. When was the last time you were atOlive Garden?
seoul garden i go before lah..

29. What are your keys on your keychain for?
house keys, and a lot of rubbish

30. Where was the furthest place youtraveled today?
town

31. Where is your current pain at?
head

32. Do you like mustard?
not without chilli

33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
dota

34. Do you look like your mom or dad?
dad

35. How long does it take you in theshower?
depends on what i do inside :X

36. Can you do splits?
like no

37. What movie do you want to seeright now?
curse of the chrysanthemum, eh no. the golden flower

38. Do you put lotion on your legsbefore you wear skirts or shorts?
no -_____________________-

39. What did you do for New Years?
play dota lor

40. Did you think The Grudge was scary?
didnt bother to watch it

41. What was the cause of your lastaccident?
i dont know

42. Do you own a camera phone?
yes

43. What are you drinking?
plain water

44. Was your mom a cheerleader?
wtf?

45. What's the last letter of yourmiddle name?
e

46. Who did you vote for on AmericanIdol?
GAYLE FOR SINGAPORE IDOL!

47. How many hours of sleep do you geta night?
depends

48. Do you drink Egg Nog?
no

49. What do you buy at the movies?
a diet coke

50. Do you wear your seatbelt?
no

51. Do you know how to play poker?
sure :)

52. What do you sleep in?
whatever im in when i feel like slping

53. Anything big ever happen in yourtown?
when an indian man became president

54. How many meals do you eat a day?
again, it depends

55. Is yor tongue pierced?
no

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. okay. done. lol while doing this i suddenly remembered what kl laoshi told me 2 days back, about ladies going with indian guys.

they are called..

FBI!

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA FTW. the moment he said FBI i guessed it already. HAHAHAHAHAHA. the people from aom are really nice! hahaha i told bere abt what happened, she went on to tell them. and they all tried to cheer me up. ahhhh <3

okay lah. im falling asleep. happy new year again :)

update update

2006-12-16T22:54:00.000+08:00

there're like so many things that happen lah and i wished i could recount on all of them here but im just so lazy to do it. am gonna just briefly go through what happened.

11/12 - Term Test (E Maths), LAN
the paper was quite easy but i made a lot of dumb mistakes. i think im gonna fail. oh who cares. after the paper we all went to gamers for lan lol. many of them had papers the next day but HAHAHA when weiming psyches, nobody can resist lan. hmm had 2 VERY good games. learnt a lot also.

12/12 - AOM BBQ at kokleong's
omg. at first when i was invited to the bbq i didnt wanna go. like so paiseh i dunno anybody there. benedict didnt go, and only amos turned up(among the people i know). haha met this great guy called weisheng. he's awesome on the guitar lah. hahahaha and he knows how to do two card monte. lol. interesting guy. got to know berenice too.*cough* then she and kahleong got drunk and kahleong started saying stupid things. shan't go too much into details. went home at 11+ and got fucked by mum cos there's paper on the next day lol.

13/12 - Term Test (Netfund), LAN
yah netfund. i dont know ANYTHING about netfund. went to school at 10 and starting learning what they learnt since day 1 of this sem. managed to learn everything and i think i can pass. i hope lah. made a few careless mistakes though. hmm if i pass this, i really prove the world that lectures are useless. ^^v went to egames with lw larry and huatlee after the paper. cabbed there and played 1 game of dota and a bit of cs. lol cs is damn fun. after that went home to dota. and ahhhhhhh yes. on this very night, i asked her for her number and i got it!! :X

14/12 - Term Test (OOP, Telsys), LAN
OOP. i think pass. and telsys MWAHAHAHA. same like netfund. i didnt know ANYTHING abt telsys. studied a bit between the 2 papers. and i think im gonna do well for telsys lol. im just good at it. hahaha. and finally. term tests are over. me lw brian larry roy fishie went to gamers(again). hahaha. but sad lar. i msged her after my oop, but she didnt reply. x(

15/12 - Work, Show @ Indochine(Clarke Quay), LAN
super shiok day. woke up in the morning to tend shop. went for my show on 6.30. the place was SUPER SUPER NICE LAHHH. but tough show, cos it was a really really small place. its just a restaurant lah, not like those foyers outside ballrooms which i always get. everybody we sitting down on their table and its like damn hard to show them tricks due to space constraint and angles. but still, the show went quite smoothly cos the crowd was fabulous and spontaneous. had a great time there overall. after that went home to change, then went to kallang to meet zy and wj. went to gamers inc for overnight lan. played 8 hrs timecode and stopped at abt 6+am. lol. reached home at 7+ and slept, and woke up at 10 today and work again.

16/12 (today) - work, LAN
tend shop. then lw came to find me, followed by larry. was supposed to have a training session at gamers with 5 other teams. in the end a lot cant make it. then called off the whole thing. -.- ended up me lw and larry went to gamers and play. played with these CBKs from this lanshop and taman jurong thru lc. pawned the shit out of them lah. and they kpkb a lot of crap.

yalah thats abt it lah. roughly roughly lol.

AOM anniversary

2006-12-10T10:06:00.000+08:00

went for the concert last night. overall quite nice lah. OMG amos was damn imbal. amos went on the grand piano and sung quando quando. OMGOMG his piano skills are really, i dont know what to say! it was superb lah! ben and clara sang ni zui zhen gui. and jasmine tye was there!! :D hahhahaha overall a good show lah. but still, quite disappointing lah cos NO ONE remembered it was my birthday. =\ luckily debbie made it last min, if not nobody go with me already. =\ there were so many performers yesterday la. bet it must've been fun, the whole thing from the prep to the show itself. sigh. kinda regretted not performing. x(

hmm. after the show, debbie and i went to town to grab a bite. then i sent her home. hmmm really gotta say she's looking better and better each time i meet her! :X i hope she's not reading this HAHAHAHA. but clara is still hotter LOL.

im so stoned now. tending shop downstairs. SUPER sian. so i think is enter is gonna be very long. cos im gonna talk a lot of cock. :D sigh im still uite moody abt my birthday lah. =\ i know im not supposed to make a fuss abt it but.. sigh. i dont know lar im just very disappointed. people whom i expect to remember didnt. its really saddening lar when u tell them "do u know its my birthday today?" and they go "OH YAH HOR OMG I FORGOT!" sigh. really. it makes me think that theres's no one in this world that loves me. sigh. i guess, friends are really important, that's why im feeling kinda.. deprived.

oh well. lets not talk about that. lol something interesting about last night. seeing amos on stage.. i'm really proud of him sia. i was thinking to myself when seeing him on stage 'thats the guy whom i used to fool around with during band practice!' boy look at him now! charming & talented. he's the guy that every girl wants! hahaa. i was picturing in my mind, a picture divided into 2 parts, on the left is amos on the piano, playing his music and singing a romantic song to a girl. on the right side is me on the computer, playing dota, screaming my lungs out and scaring all the girls away. -_________________- im sucha let down =\ hahaha. sigh. if only im able to lose weight and continue lessons, maybe i can be half like him. lol. then i was telling zy, "sigh. people play piano so zai. all i can do is play dota." then zy said, "its okay lah. they cant play dota too." LOL and when i thought he was trying to cheer me up, he added in, "but of course playing the piano is much more practical. i dont see you playing dota 20 years down the road." CCB LOL. damn sia. i have to agree with it lah. then suddenly the thought of abandoning the team and persuing music came across my mind. oops. :X

aiyah. really. im starting to feel that dota is a waste of youth. =\ look at amos now. he can let the rest of his life depend on his fingers already. aiyah but still, its damn shiok when you kill 10 people in a row and the game announces HOLY SHIT! %^*#@! sigh. dunno lah lol.

it's really very contradicting. should i focus on studies like the nerds? or train & excel in dota? or should i focus on my magic and build up a career? or should i lose weight and persue my music, and melt the hearts of many on stage? howhowhowhowhowhowhow. (*#(!*($(#$

sigh. really. i dont know what to do about my life. i realised everytime im determined to do something, i just dont seem to succeed. i've been telling myself i wanna lose weight for sosoo many times. but i still fail what. and i wanted to be really really good at singing. then now, family problems, have to suspend my lessons. sigh. I JUST CANT SEEM TO GET ANYTHING RIGHT. i think all i know how to do is to waste my parents money and enjoy life, doing things that im not supposed to do.

sigh WEIMING YOU ARE USELESS _ _

!#$%^&* urgh somebody help me i cant stop thinking like that

okay i've blogged a lot.

this

entry

is

very

lengthy

so

i'm

gonna

stop

like

here.

okay done.

one last thing before i go

birthday resolution : I WILL LOSE WEIGHT!

9/12

2006-12-09T00:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

oh well no one's reading anyway =\

2006-12-06T06:19:00.000+08:00

微笑pasta!

2006-12-03T18:58:00.000+08:00

everybody should watch this show! 微笑pasta!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8YhRHWeVFJs

lol i dont know why lar the plot is SO SO SO expected but i just like to watch these kinda shows and i even *cough*cried*cough* I DONT KNOW WHY LAH OK.

ok load finish liao im off to watch the show lol

Hello sir. How would you like to suck my balls?

2006-12-01T14:38:00.000+08:00

omg fucking loser. first you poach my player away. then i poached yours to mine. you are obviously INFERIOR to us. and i think you know it very well too you motherfucking son of aaaaaaaaaaaaa. &%#^!@ __ fuck you, yes you david. the guy with hair that looks like pubes. you CANNOT MAKE IT and you only lose lose LOSE to us. :) you can fuck off and die. first you poached my player away, and led your own team to join the league. LOOK AT YOU NOW! WHERE ARE YOU? WHAT? YOU WITHDREW FROM THE LEAGUE? OH MY MY MY. pathetic piece of shit. you have nobody with you now, and you start bootlicking the people that we dont like. look at you. DONT YOU FEEL PATHETIC DOING THIS? IF I WERE YOU I'D DIE. YES I'D JUST KILL MYSELF AND DIE. OH JUST LOOK AT YOU. sucking up to the people we dont like doesnt make you a better person you asswipe. looooooooooserrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr won't you just suck my balls?

okay that felt good. SEX!

random

2006-11-28T09:17:00.000+08:00

have been hopping around blogs of people that i dont know. and i realised a lot of *cough*cute*cough* looking xiaomeimeis like to play ddr a lot.

hmmmmm.

Dairy Farm D&D 2006

2006-11-26T21:47:00.000+08:00

just reached home from a show for Dairy Farm's D&D. the crowd was OMFG 3500 people!!! hahahhahaa the waitresses are DAMN cute. i sumpah to above the waitresses are damn cute. the entire atmosphere was pure ownage. the place dark and its freakin big. the waitresses keep asking me if i wanna drink anything lah i was controlling myself not to say "i dun wan drinks but i wan ur number ^^" LOL. ownage. really super cute lah. by the time my show finished they all went into the ballroom already dammit.

oh ya. the entrance to the ballroom is SUPER cool. its a dark passageway with this green laser thingy so it looks like youre entering another dimension or smth.

okay please dont ask me abt the expression i also dunno why so i cant answer you. (:

then we took pictures lah. the place is damn nice. and its the first time im bringing my camera out so there were a few failed attempts to take pictures with flash cos i didnt know how to work it.

#1

#2

and #3 finally

hahahaha and there was this ice cream man. u know these ice cream from dunno what country one. the man a lot of pattern one. oh whatever i took a pic with him.

its damn cool la he was giving free ice cream to the guests lol.

then we saw these weird women who had tables around their waists. so i decided to show them some magic.

yup. thats abt all the pics i have. aiyah oh well nobody reads my blog anyway. why am i blogging all these -_________________-

I NEED SOMEBODY TO LOVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEE I FEEL SO UNWANTED :(

so much for..

2006-11-25T23:45:00.000+08:00

so much for trying so hard to keep myself occupied

i still miss you like i always do.

OTC interview

2006-11-16T16:08:00.000+08:00

had OTC interview today. hahahahaa so dumb can. cos we know they'd ask us to come up with a cheer using some weird words. so we were like panicking before we went in. then after thinking for like sometime we still couldnt come up with one lah. so we(me beanie brian larry) just fuck it and went in.

these 2 nice ladies interviewed us. hahaa. they asked us some weird stuff like "there are many ships in a shipyard. which ship would make a good leader?"

lol?

yea i said a big ship that can be spotted easily. cos its like big lur, and big ships can carry many pple. just like a GL, you must be likable by many. a friendly leader will be liked by many pple and be able to take care of their freshmen. then they told us to come up with a creative, and original cheer containing the words : water, monkey and banana.

-_____________________-

lol we think damn long. then we came up with a good one.

three little monkeys swinging on a tree
one fell down and broke his knee

swing swing swing swing swing swing swing

two little monkeys left on the tree
one went for water and fell into the sea

swing swing swing swing swing swing swing

one little monkey left on the tree
and he's feeling a bit hungry

since the rest all ke-na
he stand there eat bana-na

na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na

who is the best?
WE ARE THE BEST!
who is the best?
WE ARE THE BEST!
who is the best?

YES AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

and i got taupok-ed after the cheer $(*#&!@&(#@

hahahahahahahhaa hilarious.

well, hope all of us get in! :)

so much for everlasting happiness

2006-11-13T02:36:00.000+08:00

3 years and 3 days together, it's over.

no matter what, i still love you.

busy busy!

2006-10-19T04:01:00.000+08:00

ok while waiting for my F$&% anime to load, i shall blog a bit of what have been happening.

i've been selling magic at this pasar malam near bugis. we produced our own vcds and props to sell. promoting local magic! everybody come down see look and support please. v^-^v its near that fu lu shou complex place. ok lar i know nobody reads my blog also but nvm lar if anyone happens to read this then come and support. :D

ah. the last 6 weeks of my vacations have been uber boring. nothing to do everyday. gf busy with work and i got no job. everyday dota and mahjong. then out of a sudden ALL the things come to me at one go. so so so so sooooooo busy. darls sch has started, was intending to accompany her more for the last week of my holidays. then got this pasar malam thing. then dota match in the very same week. like wth lol.

oh and i've been addicted to this anime call [onepiece]. i followed the comic series a few years back. and stumbled onto the anime site a few days ago. ahahahahaha very nice la i like.

boring. school's gonna start. ok i watch anime liao EVERYBODY COME AND SUPPORT LOCAL MAGIC OK! <3

boring days

2006-10-07T23:00:00.000+08:00

boring. havent been out for many days. have been staying at home for the past few days. yesterday dear came over. played mahjong. then sent her back. then went over to eunos to meet aldie, then to matt's place. went to gamers to play overnight lan. shiok lur. xD

played with this guy from doda. he's also a magician lol. then watched them play draft with some TAF club team LOL. went home at abt 7am. damn tired lol. then woke up at abt 12. then played dota till now ahhahahaa.

im training very hard everyday. i will improve and become stronger and not let anyone down during GXL.

BCK STRIKES BACK

2006-10-05T20:20:00.000+08:00

BCK IS REOPENING. IM FEELING SO EMO NOW. xD

ECP

2006-10-02T11:27:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAH IM AT ECP NOW this is so cool i went on a random bench and started my laptop and there is actually connection here. omg coooooooool. my gf's tanning a few metres in front of me but weiming hates the sun so.. ya hahahaahaha this is so cool.

whats been happening

2006-09-29T00:48:00.000+08:00

okay. weiming is feeling nice today and has decided to blog about what has been happening.

nothing has changed. im still playing dota everyday hahahahahhaa. recently been drinking a lot. a few days back, matt kang larry aldie and aldie's friend came over to my place and drank. hahah was a really fun night with so many people drunk. fun bunch to hang out with lah. cant really remember what exactly happened that night also. will post the pic when i receive them.

went to kbox yesterday with zy and pamela. urgh my sore throat is killing me. i cant sing shit lah i sounded like a ^&#&*^(*%@. lol. but it was fun lur. i havent been to ktv for like 27324731 years. hahahahaha then this waiter who led us to our room. OMG HAHAHAHAHAH HE WAS SO DUMB LAH HE KEPT SMILING AT NOTHING. im serious from the moment i saw him till we reached our room and taking our orders, he was smiling non stop lah. then i couldnt take it so i asked him "EH WHY U KEEP LAUGHING" then he laughed even harder then said NOTHING then went out. LOL FWHWHHWHWHAHAHAHAHAHHAAA!!!!!! we sang from 2+ to 6+ quite hua leh hahaa. after that played lan at amk with zy till night, then matt aldie and kang came over again for drinking. carrie came over for a while then went off to meet her bf. this time round wasnt that fun. matt got drunk after a few drinks and started throwing up so we had to stop lol.

then today all of us woke up at abt 11+, then i went over to matt's place then we went go gamers. i was dotaing halfway then i received an sms from darls. "dont tell me you forgot we're supposed to meet today" WTH I FORGOT LUR. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ damn pissed at myself how can i forget such a thing. she was damn pissed lah i just felt damn sorry i didnt know what to do. after that she said she wasnt feeling too good so she went home.

after that i went home and rested, then went to meet derick and clarence for some tips abt my interview tml. im having an interview at malcolm's company tml as a close up magician. omg im so nervous hahahahhaa hope everything goes well.

okay dear if youre seeing this, im VERY VERY sorry okay? it really slipped off my mind and i didnt mean to forget abt it. please dont be angry anymore okay? i know its disappointing lah i dont know what else i can do just forgive me alright?

okayyyyyyyyyyyyy. wish me all the best for my interview. im off.

hady mirza

2006-09-26T00:14:00.000+08:00

AND OUR SINGAPORE IDOL, HADY MIRZA!!!!

hahahahah the finals rocked! the atmosphere was awesome the fans were great the entire show was just fabulous! GAYLE WAS SOOOOOOO HOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOT!!!!

the kind floor manager let 17 of us all into the mosh pit. heh. it's just great to have connections. :P

it was damn great lah seeing gayle on stage again. i was damn crazy down at the most pit, screaming like a crazy guy and jumping around. hahahahaha. ok lah although i was rooting for jon, im proud of hady as well. both the finalists deserved to be at where they are and both of them are winners. did anybody notice that this idol finals mirror the first season? one chinese guy and one malay guy, and the chinese guy had long hair and is a rocker! HOWEVER THIS TIME ROUND THE CHINESE GUY DOESNT SUCK HAHAHHAHAHAHA!!

ok lah i dont know what else to talk about i hope the people i brought had fun. :) here's You Give Me Wings for everyone.

Sometimes it's hard
Just to be yourself
I know, you know
So close to tears
Wanting to give up
I felt all alone

But now you're here
Right by my side
I just want you to know

You give me wings when I'm fallin'
You lift me up when I'm down
Takin' me high, touchin' the sky
And you make me, fly~

And now I'm stronger
Than I was before
Because of you
I feel so alive
And I'm wanting more
I can't believe it's true

But now you're here
Right by my side
Don't ever let me go

You give me wings when I'm fallin'
You lift me up when I'm down
Takin' me high, touchin' the sky
And you make me, fly~

You gave me wings
And take me higher
Come fly away with me

You give me wings when I'm fallin'
That's why I sing to you

You give me wings when I'm fallin'
You lift me up when I'm down
Takin' me high, touchin' the sky
And you make me, fly~
You give me wings when I'm fallin'
You lift me up when I'm down
Takin' me high, touchin' the sky
And you make me, fly~

You give me wings~

im feeling a little emotional now cos idol has ended. gotta do a bit of tuning to my life again haha. im so gonna miss everything. gd night everybody.

i just cant bring myself to do it

2006-09-25T01:20:00.000+08:00

i just cant bring myself to do it. i want to, but i just cannot. something is stopping me. i just cant do it.

i just too lazy to blog lar. :D

goodbye paul

2006-09-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

it's sad. paul's out. i want to emphasise i'm NOT trying to be sarcastic. i really supported paul. it's like, everybody thinks he sucks, but no. i think paul can sing. just that the previous weeks he under-performed. he did okay last night. i mean, at this stage of the competition, everybody up there is deserving lah. just that paul did least good.

it's really saddening. not only the results. seeing all his fans cry for him, i can TOTALLY understand how they feel. these girls standing beside me, amelia and friends, they were crying so so hard. i really feel damn sad lah. even i cried a little. i wont deny it. it's really damn sad. somehow i'm glad that i wasn't at the studios last week when joakim left. that feeling really sucks. it's like everybody's crying, even paul was crying, and i don't know what to say to make them feel better. that feeling sucks. i really feel damn sorry for his fans. well for paul, i'll always respect him for who he is.

then we had supper at adam road. daryl brought this friend, this short and fat guy. he was poking fun at paul throughout the whole time. zzz. who is he to critisize paul. paul is special in his own way to get this far, the same goes for joakim. we all have no right to insult anyone of them. i just can't stand it lah. he just can't stop doing it.

okay i'm pissed enough. i'm gonna stop blogging here. i won't stop supporting paul. (:

i need a cab!

2006-09-02T08:19:00.000+08:00

fucking cockanathans. i had to wait for 1hr 30mins before i got a cab from raffles hotel. yesterday was a bad day lah.

first of all, the journey to work had no cute girls for me to look at. then when i reached expo, had to load stuff into boss's van, abt 12pm under the hot sun. sian lah. -.- then initially liting was supposed to go watch redefine with me, the LAST MIN dua me. #%&$^$!@ omg im kinda disappointed. but okay la after reading her blog maybe can understand why. aiyah it sucks lah i was so looking forward to it. then its like i was busy with work, so i didnt have time to find someone else to go with me. in the end i got debbie to go lar.

okay. when i thought something good happened, debbie was late. aiyah the whole of yesterday was screwed up okay lol. but still okay, we were on time for the show. saw derick kenneth and the whole gang. derick kinda changed. lol. the show was okay lah. oh yeoun jung, from korea and lu chen, from taiwan were good. jeremy pei's ball manipulation was OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! hahahaahha.

alright after the show they signed on my programme booklet haha. the worst part is here. i waited for a cab outside raffles hotel to go home. 30min no cab. i walked a bit down, to somewhere near the national library. another 30min, no cab. then i walked slowly down to sunshine plaza. some china guys came to fucking snatch my cab. fucking puacheebyes. go back to china and farm lah zz. then i walk all the way to parklane, and there was this cab which was ON CALL, he picked me up and said he put on call cos he needs to pick his kid up from ps, then i stay st george, near near only, so he can pick me up. fucker right. but im grateful lah that he sent me home. the entire wait was more than 90mins. @#*&$#(!

okay i gotta leave for work soon. needa report early today cos i left early yesterday, like damn early. =x

AGAIN, WEI MING IS A HUNGRY BOY COS MUMMY IS NOT AWAKE. THIS SUCKS LAH. :(

okay here goes

2006-09-01T09:20:00.000+08:00

okay here goes. the post that my fans have been waiting for LOL.

actually nothing interesting also. my life is like that lur. lol. exams are over. i think i'm gonna take sup-paper for maths. whahahaha who cares. exams ended on monday, and ive been dota-ing and mahjong-ing my time away. haha. enjoy eh. im working for inkstation for comex 2006, the IT show at expo. haha yesterday was my first day. work was okay lah still can handle. but standing for 10 hours is a bitch $#%$^*@#$*^!

okay i cant wait for redefine tonight (www.redefinemagic.com). its 730pm at raffles hotel lah i dont know how im gonna get there in time. yall should check out the taxi queue at expo man lol. there were like 284957345251450 people queueing for taxi last night lah.

ah nothing to write abt. but i just feel like writing a long post lol. hmm. yea my birthday is coming soon. i can go for driving lessons soon! haha. im gonna take theory real soon. haha cant wait lah. i hope my dad buys a nice mazda right after i get my license then woooooooots. LOL.

oh yea. last sat, the gayle-lites went to watch funk da soul. gaylie performed 4 songs hahahaha. actually the concert quite boring lar haha. we got to meet the other fans who've been active on the blog haha. ow during the concert there was this freak who pestered gaylie like crazy DUHHHHHH. haha we went for supper with gaylie without him anyway. =p yea we all had supper at lau pa sat with cassie, gaylie, her mummy and god mummy. haha it was fun lah.

oh yea. joakim's out. lol. yea i know everyone knows that i dont really like him. but seriously lah. my impression of him changed. yes, joakim cant sing, but i REALLY respect him for his attitude and drive. its like. okay me and joakim are of same age. if i were to be put into his shoes, i dont think i'd be able to take it. serious. i really really admire him for his spirit and being able to put up with all the critisisms. last night during work, calvin zy and larry smsed me the results. haha i was happy for a moment. but when i reached home and watched the vids on youtube, i almost teared. DONT LAUGH OKAY I DONT KNOW WHY. yea. joakim's gonna make it in the entertainment business lah.

hmm. lemme talk more abt work. yea im working for jeremy now, selling printing systems. met a lot of wonderful people yesterday. jeremiah paul gabriel chinwee jerlisa lyna richie and the boss lol. hahahahahahahaha working is fun lah but its damn tiring. lol.

WEI MING IS A HUNGRY BOY ITS 9.30AM AND MUMMY ISNT AWAKE TO GIVE ME BREAKFAST so its time to go downstairs for some meepok now BYE!

eyyy

2006-08-27T11:34:00.000+08:00

eyyy i've been lazy to blog recently lah hahaah i'm still alive k. the next entry should be up soon so keep watching this space!

speech

2006-08-18T01:02:00.000+08:00

i rushed home after idol to do my speech and goody ming completed it on time! haha. but i still cant find anyone with powerpoint that can meet me tml morning. i dont have the bloody software lah its pissing me off! grr. anyway this is how the speech goes :

Good morning. My name is Wei Ming, and today I'm going to talk to you about my personal hero.

Personally, I feel that a hero is somebody who has the determination and willpower to go through the tough times and go all out to create an earth-shaking impact to people. My hero, as a magician, will be none other than Mr David Copperfield.

David Copperfield, also known as David Hotkins, has been a great source of inspiration for a magician like me. He has elevated the ancient art of magic to new heightsand redefined it along the way. He created the best illusions in the world such as vanishing the Statue of Liberty, walking through the Great Wall of China, flying through the air etc. Magic wasn't as popular until David Copperfield did all these to impress the audiences.

David Copperfield has really contributed a lot to the global magic scene. Even as a kid, Copperfield was performing illusions in his hometown at New Jersey. He began performing prefossionally as the age of 12 and became the youngest person ever to be admitted to the Society of American Magicians. By sixteen, he was already teaching a course in magic at New York University. Besides contributing to the magic scene, Copperfield also did a lot for the public. Of all his accomplishments, he insists that his greatest work to date is Project Magic, a rehabilitative program established in March, 1982 to strengthen dexterity and motor skills in disabled patients, using sleight-of-hand as a method of therapy. By giving these patiences a skill that able-bodied people don't possess, Project Magic also motivates patients and helps them to build up their self-esteem.

Copperfield also made his foray into the literary world, joining forces with Dean Koontz, Joyce Carol Oates and Ray Bradbury to produce "David Copperfield's Tales of The Impossible", an anthology of original fiction set in the world of magic and illusion. This collection was so well-received that a second volume was published.

Besides achieving these great accomplishments, Copperfield has also been a role model for many people. Be it his gracefulness and charisma on stage, or his perseverance for going through the tough times before he became really popular, they are all very important points for a magician to take note. Well, not only for magicians, I feel that everybody should follow the quality he possess, determintation.

In addition to performing over 550 shows per year worldwide, Copperfield has a passion for preserving the art of Magic for future generations. His International Museum and Library of the Conjuring Arts is a permanent home for antiquarian props and books which are related to the art of Magic. The museum houses the world's premiere collection of historical documentation and artefacts pertaining to magic, illusion and the allied arts.

From this we can see, despite being a busy performer who flies to every part of the globe to bring entertainment and joy to everyone, Copperfield still does whatever he can to contribute in any way he can to the world. He is the man who revolutionized magic. He has taken it to heights of artistry and imagination undreamed of by wizards and audiences of the past, combining it with spelbinding illusions with extraordinary theatre.

And here we have it, my personal hero, David Copperfield. Thank you.

brilliant huh? i took so long to write this damn thing and i have NO POWERPOINT. anti climax. -_-

dont drive if you cant lah

2006-08-11T18:21:00.000+08:00

remember there was a previous post about the lady bus driver? KNN today i tio her again. i boarded the bus at about 8.15 and reached school at 8.50. wtf lah. i think i can walk to school faster than taking her bus #&@$*#$!@*#!@$.

oh today when i saw lw at the bus stop, he psycho-ed me not to go to class. i was semi hesitatnt alraedy. then when we reached outside the classroom, LARRY asked us "hey shall we pon". LOL. CONFIRM PON LIAO LAH. then me lw and larry ran out of the block thru the other exit. then we took bus to ubi, then cab to bedok. then lw see doctor. then we came back to boonkeng, then i see doctor. lol doctor say i high blood pressure sial. then when i reached home i slept.

er yesterday we had this presentation in class. we were supposed to present this website that we made for a company that we came up with. our group came up with a dating site. cos its like everybody's selling stuff, so we thought that a dating site will be special. then fucked up lah. the presentation was okay. i thought i did okay. then its like i arouse everyone already, everybody were looking forward to the website. THEN THE LINKS DIDNT WORK. SUDDENLY. OMFG. ZZZZZ. its so, anticlimax. omfg. so disappointing lar okay.

okay enough of that. i went to singapore idol that it was awesome. (:

okay i dunno what to say already bye.

anyway this is a pic we took yesterday

bored.

2006-08-07T23:30:00.000+08:00

boring weekend. friday was fun thou. liangwei came over in the morning to dota. zy came also. so we dota-ed till 11 and went to sch. went to sch to eat, after that dota again and kicked some ass. i just love winning in lan lah. winning over the net is nothing. winning in lan is like.. its like after the game when u stand up and walk to pay, people look at you. i dont know lah, but i feel very good abt myself whenever i win in lan. it really makes me feel for confident. ahha. alright then after that went to comprog classroom to let the old man review my project. java is f___ing killing me lah zzz.

after that we(me lw zy larry) went to my place again for dota. lol. it was a very happy day lah. we dota-ed the whole day, then had a lot of fun doing stupid stuff. then we went to the prata shop and told a lot of lame jokes hahahhahah darn funny lah okay. ziyang ate like 5 pieces of prata lol. then we dota-ed all the way till 11pm. lol shiokness.

saturday was supposed to go redhill to pick peiling from work and go to jp. but i had a fever. =( i slept the whole damn day away lah. then peiling came over. i feel damn bad lah. i've never picked her up for a long time. she always comes alone and goes home alone. sorry dear alright. i'll try my best to go pick you up someday lol. sigh falling sick sucks lah.

so sunday i still didnt feel very good. so i stayed at home again. dearie came over and we spent the whole day together. haha been a long time since this has happened. then we played mahjong. lol my skills are gone. now i suck at mahjong. i really cant figure why. -.-

today. school. comprog was a complete waste of time. i practically sat there for 2 hrs, then left the classroom. like wth. played a 5v5 game with shawn&co. OWNAGE HAHAHAHHAHAHAH. owning rocks lah. you guys shudve seen his face when we won and said GG. hahhahahahaa. oh. i got 0/30 for my maths test. lol i dont know what happened lah i swear i studied. but nvm. the nice tutor said he'll give me a retest cos he wont enter 0 for me. SO NICE RIGHT. i have to sit for it by this week. then i have like 2 test tml, and 2 projects unfinished which are due this week. 22pages of content to write for a website. lol kena own.

hehhehhhhhh tml's idol. gaylie's coming! finally i can see her again haha. im so excited! wow its so late. i wanna sleep already bye.

anyway liting, cheer up okay! (:

java java java

2006-08-03T09:55:00.000+08:00

liangwei asked me to come to school at 9am but he's still at home now. wth. im so damn bored lah im alone in school and im stuck with the damn java project which looks something like this :

import java.text.*;
public class Ranking
{
static DecimalFormat fmt=new DecimalFormat("0.00");
public static void main(String[]args)throws Exception
{
String[] student = new String[10];
char a='x'; double mark1=0,mark2=0,mark3=0;
double z=((mark1+mark2+mark3)/3);
int i=0;
int counter=0;
i++;
counter++;
do
{
System.out.println("====Student Ranking===");
System.out.println("1>Enter marks of all the students");
System.out.println("2>Display failure info");
System.out.println("3>Display average marks of all students");
System.out.println("4>Display top student and exit");
System.out.println("===========================");
System.out.print( "Select your choice<1-4>:");
a=(char) System.in.read();
System.in.read();
System.in.read();
switch(a)

this is like only 10%-20% of it. this is insane lah and i have to hand it in TODAY.

kill me lah. -.-

ggfied

2006-08-02T00:24:00.000+08:00

today sucked.

1) eng fund lab was difficult
2) i screwed up a game in school and lost. and showed bad attitude.
3) late for eng fund class. and didnt understand what the teacher was saying.
4) web app project deadline is this thursday and we havent done much.
5) went home for another game. lost again.
6) 2 people came to me and said bad stuff about gayle at the same time. really pissed me off.
7) lost another game. and got all the blame pushed to me.
8) felt hungry, and realised there's no food at home.
9) and finally my com screwed me up by not going to websites that i wanna go.

its like sometimes in life, you will meet occasions whereby EVERYTHING just comes to you. its like, out of a sudden, EVERYTHING is screwing you up. duh. at the worst thing is, its when you meet this kinda situations, you realise everyone's missing when you just need someone.

fucked up.

outing @ botanic gardens!

2006-07-31T17:27:00.000+08:00

alright. let me talk more about yesterday cause i was too tired to blog when i reached home.

the day started off with meeting peiling at ps to shop for her clothes. then went to magic hall to look for derick. sat there for a while. then sent peiling to somerset to take mrt. after that took a bus to far east to watch the dota compy. after that met up with azril, amirool, nazri and farhan at wisma. we bought famous amos for gaylie! haha.

after deciding what to buy, we walked, YES, WALKED, to the botanic gardens. WTH. it was about an hour lah wth. lol. we had to continue walking inside the botanic gardens lah, to the stage. and we kinda got lost. haha. when we found our way there, it was like so darn full. zril called aunt linda and she said they're at the front. so we just found ourselves a spot at the side. AND YA. WE DID NOT BRING ANY MATS. oh well. we just fooked it and sat on the grass. the weather's damn hot lah! and i wore black lol. then we sat down, then i performed some magic hahaha. i think they were impressed lah hoho.

then after a while zril decided to go down and pass gaylie the cookies. so me, azril and amirool went down. gaylie looked so pretty! haha. then we realised that actually got a lot of space. so i went to ask nazzy and farhan to come down. then we watched the performance. the performance was great lah! really really the jazz band. it was awesome. OH YAH AND THERE WAS ACT 3. REMEMBER ACT 3. DURING THE SEC SCH DAYS. LOL!

so yea. after the whole thing we took a lot of photos with gaylie and family. aunt linda gave us some tickets to this concert on 26th aug. she says we can make gaylie perform LOL. haha im so looking forward to that.

after that everyone parted and the 5 of us headed out of the botanic gardens. walk damn long again. then i wanted to go home to do java so i took a cab. then when i reached home i didnt do java cos java is very boring. so i stoned for a while and azril came online. then fitri came online. then amirool, then farhan then nazzy. then we chit chat a bit. then i fell asleep. yea that's all for yesterday.

nothing much happened today, except the tight dota game in school. havent had such a fun game before. =D

alright here are the pics for yesterday

yes yes card tricks. =D

gaylie and the 5 of us!

take 2! (im smiling!)

take 3!

candid shot 1. im missing. check out azril messing with the dog.

candid shot 2.

azril is missing from the left.

and again azril is screwed in the pic.

okay that's all the pics. man its a bitch to post pics lah.

hope tml will be a better day.

exciting!

2006-07-27T23:20:00.000+08:00

singapore idol was awesome! and the best part..

like finally! ah! i love gayle! <3

2006-07-25T18:35:00.000+08:00

today is a very memorable day cos i got my first holy shit in school.

lich with 16 - 3 frags.

(:

dear gayle

2006-07-22T11:28:00.000+08:00

Dear Gayle,

I really didn't expect this to happen. Everyone was so confident that you'd get in. I really can't believe my ears when Gurmit announced the results, "I'm sorry, Gayle."

With the wild Jay fans behind me at the Mediacorp studio, I stood there like a block. All the memories were running through my mind, from the very first day. The disappointment I see in your eyes.. I know you really wanted to go further badly. You tried to hold back your tears, but the moment you turned back and saw Emilee and Nurul crying, you couldn't take it anymore. I cried along with you. Gayle, it's not only you that want to go further. All of us are hoping for that too.

The mediacorp staff called the Gayle fans to go down to the stage area for some shooting. That was when everyone saw me cry. Some laughed, I know.

"Ey look at the tall guy in pink. Eeyer cry until like that."

What's wrong with crying? I didn't bother about them, and didn't have the mood to argue with them. I soon realised that a camera was in front of me, asking me "So are you gonna stop supporting Gayle?"

"No way. Even thought she's out of the competition, it doesn't mean it's the end of her music career. Gayle has the vocals, the looks, the x-factor, everything. Gayle is my Singapore Idol and nothing's gonna change that fact. We, the fans, are going to support her no matter what."

I said something like that. Calvin, a good friend of mine who isn't really a big fan of Gayle said, "I guaran-damn-tee that Gayle's gonna make it someday."

After saying the stuff to the camera, I walked over to the stage while they were still interviewing the others. I didn't have the mood to speak to the camera. That was when I went to see Gayle. "GAYLE!" I shouted. Gayle you looked at me and waved, I could see the sorrow in your eyes. You really wanted it badly. I'm truely sorry that I didn't vote enough for you. It really hurts to see you cry when the reporters interviewed you. All I could do was to stand down there and cry with you..

Gayle, we know that you put in the best you could during the show. You did a great job, really. You really don't deserve to be out. It's us, the fans, that failed you. We were over-confident that you'd get in, and didn't vote enough.

Gayle, I'm sorry.

Then I went to the reception and waited for Gayle, refusing to go home until I see her. That was when everybody came and sayang me, making me cry even harder. Uncle Royston, aunt Linda, uncle Trevor, aunt Cheryl, Malcolm, Ira, Calvin, all of you who were there to comfort me, I really thank you all so much. And I'm gonna say this again, I feel really sorry about not voting enough. I was too complacent that Gayle was gonna be in. Sorry..

After seeing Gayle at her hideout at Mt Emily, I went home. Tossing and turning on my bed. I really couldn't sleep. All the memories of Gayle's amazing journey keep running through my mind. Let me try to recall as much as I can..

I didn't manage to catch the auditions on TV, but I stumbled onto this video which has Gayle and Meryl's auditions inside. At that point of time I was already impressed about how a 17-year old girl can have such a big voice, not mentioning that she's extremely cute!

The next time we heard about Gayle was at the top 100 boot-camp.
Slowly, the contestants were eliminated.
Top 80
Top 60
Top 40
Then to our top 28!

Gayle's in the top 28! Gayle I really regret that I couldn't attned your first roadshow for the piano show.

I can still remember, on 7th of June, I was watching the performance show at home with my parents and my girlfriend. I already knew who to look out for.

Gayle was the last performer in the queue. Her rendition of If I Ain't Got You by Alicia Keys totally blew me away. It was amazing how a 17-year old girl can deliver that song with such maturity and experience. I remember how I argued with my dad when he said that she wasn't good. I was so pissed that I didn't talk to him that whole night.

And yea, Gayle did miss the opening of her song, and received many flamings from members of the public. So during the results show, I remember I was at my class chalet, I told everybody "Hey look Gayle! Gayle! Got Gayle leh!" Haha. All of us sat on the floor and lifted our heads to watch the results. I was so disappointed when Gayle didn't get it. Some even poked fun at me, saying "Aiyah, see she also never get in!"

I was really angry, like totally. But I kept quiet. I told myself, "It's okay, there's still the wildcards."

And finally when it came to the show when they announced the wildcards, Gayle was the first to be mentioned! Although it was such a blessing, I wasn't as excited cause I knew Gayle was gonna make it!

At the wildcard show, Gayle impressed us with her rendition of Beautiful Disaster by Kelly Clarkson. Once again, Gayle showcased her powerful vocals and impressed not only US, but the judges!

She received good comments from all the judges! Most importantly, they recognised her talent and chose her into the top 12!

I can't forget the words said by Gurmit, "The judges have decided, and the first person going into the top 12 is... is... Gayle." It was crazy. Everybody screamed and cheered. I was so happy although I was watching at home.

So the top 12 is out. I stumbled onto the fansite, http://gaylenerva.blogspot.com, and arranged to meet with some of the fans. It was awesome. Azril, Amirool, Nazri, Fitrie, Farhan and more. Gayle you brought us together from strangers to friends. I remember that day, I went to bugis at 10am cause I was worried that I couldn't be in front.

Gayle do you still remember, it was the very first time that I attended your roadshow. I remember I was screaming your name out loud. All of us, your fans, we were shouting for you. You saw us, and did your award-winning 'flying kisses at machine gun speed'. Your little actions simply melted all of us. I went up to stage and got your autograph on my Singapore Idol poster, and gave you a box of chocolates.

Gayle, I will never forget my first trip to your roadshow.

The next day, there was this Singapore Idol Magazine autograph session, where the first 150 people could get their magazine autographed by ONE of their idols. That morning I made a card for Gayle! I was at the front row, but this time I was alone. None of the Gayle fans came. But that didn't stop me from shouting for Gayle. As I knew my voice couldn't be compared to hundreds of Paul & Joakim fans, I waited till everybody kept quiet then I shouted across the silence, "GAYLE I LOVE YOU!" That was when you saw me! That was when you picked up the microphone and said to me "I love you too!" OMG I melted on the spot. Gayle you're such a sweetie. You spread love to everybody around you. Your bubbly and loving personality is really amazing! I went up to the stage, got your autograph and gave you the freshly made card. I was still shy at that time so I didn't know what to say to you!

Finally, it was the first spectaculars. Gayle rocked the stage with her rendition of I Feel The Earth Move by Carole King. Gayle you were fanta-bulous and did an awesome job! Unfortunately that day I did not get tickets to watch the performance live. But hey, I felt the groove and moved to the music although I was at home.

Gayle I'm SO PROUD of your performance at the first spectaculars! I remember going to school the next day and telling everybody, "Eh Gayle power right. Heh heh.." and everybody agreed with me. That evening I went to the results show. Gayle was in group one, together with Emilee, Jay and Hady. The moment they announced the group safe, everyone went crazy! All of us were shouting and screaming, exchanging hi-fives, jumping. It was insane!

The next roadshow, at parkway parade. I went there with Farhan, another die hard fan of you. We queued for like 2 hours to see you. And you were there, in this stunning red top! Gayle you look gorgeous in red! I made another card for you! I went up to stage, this time I plucked up my courage and gave you a hug, whispering "I love you" into your ears. You replied to me "I love you too." I was really really happy. I remember on stage, Jasmine, Paul, Jon, Rahimah, Noodle, Emilee, Mathilda, everybody remembered me as the big Gayle fan! I tried to look normal but deep down inside I was so happy! I remember hearing Emilee say to Gayle "hey here comes your biggest fan." and Mathilda saying "Ey you're the chocolate guy right!" Haha! That feeling was awesome. I'm glad I left an impression in you.

After that I rushed to Tampines by cab, just to see more of Gayle. I didn't join the queue this time, but watched from the crowd, shouting your name out as loud as I could. Whenever I shouted, you looked towards my direction and you waved. I remember you signalling "I love you" with your handsigns. So cute! Gayle, you're so special. You express to your fans how much you love us whenever you have the chance to!

It was then to the 2nd spectaculars. Then results show. The tragic results.. Gayle. I'm truely very sorry. The fans have failed to keep you in the competition despite the amount effort you put in. I can't help but the only thing I could do was cry. I cried like a baby at mediacorp. But you know Gayle, the moment I saw you outside the hideout, all of a sudden I just feel happy. Your mega-watt smile can bring joy to all of us.

Thank you for giving me your email address. There are SO MANY things that I want to say to you, Gayle. Thank you for mentioning me in your interview( http://www.singaporeidol.com/scoops_210706.htm ), I am really happy that you remember me. Gayle, I'm really looking forward to chatting with you online. I've got endless things to say to you!

Gayle, don't ever blame yourself for not being able to stay on this idol journey.

Go Gayle.

I'll miss you.. <3

its over

2006-07-21T07:43:00.000+08:00

Gayle i'm sorry. i'm terribly sorry that i didn't vote enough. you did your best on stage, it's OUR fault that we didn't vote enough. you really don't deserve to go out. sorry gayle.

not in the right state to blog.

vote for gayle!

2006-07-19T22:55:00.000+08:00

everyone please vote for Gayle for Singapore Idol. Her number is 1900 112 1908 or sms 8 to 43657. PLEASE PLEASE she needs the votes so everyone start voting.

ok anyway. ya i was at mediacorp today to watch idol. i was damn high lah i shouted freaking loudly. i kept standing up and holding the placard so that everyone can see me, then i'd point to the placard and shout GAYLE ROCKS GAYLE ROCKS! gayle's damn pretty lah esp she's in that yellow jacket. im quite disappointed at paul's performance but im not worried cos he has a lot of fans. im worried abt gayle. :( so everyone PLEASE. take it as doing wei ming a favour VOTE FOR GAYLE! 1900 112 1908!!

im sleepy

2006-07-19T08:50:00.000+08:00

it's 8.46am in the morning and im very sleepy. i dont wanna go to school lol. and isaw this on someone's friendster i thought it was quite cool so i went to do it.

You Are Iceman

You tried to live a normal life, but it just wasn't possibleA bit of a slacker, you rather tell jokes than cultivate your powers
Powers: turning self and others into ice, making ice weapons, becoming nearly invisible

Which of the X-Men Are You?

hahahah iceman. i liked iceman anyway lol. hope today will be a better day!

AND GUESS WHAT
I SAW
ON ADELINE'S
FRIENDSTER
LAST
NIGHT
WTF
WTF

ITS TOTALLY WTF.

gosh. -.-

bitch driver

2006-07-18T20:08:00.000+08:00

fuck the bitch driver every morning fuck i have to wait like 25mins for my bus to come. and THE DRIVER IS A FUCKING WOMAN LAH DRIVE LIKE SNAIL MAKE ME LATE FOR CLASS. ZZZ. there's this girl i always see in the morning. she didnt board the bus i did, and reached earlier than me. then i realised she waited for another one that's why. so the bus BEHIND is actually faster than the one i took. see, women cant drive. zz im pissed lah.

okay today's lab ended early. so we had 1 extra hour to dota in sch. and today is the first time we lost in the school lan shop. lol. actually there's nothing much to blog abt today cos nth much happened. i am at home now with nothing to do. haha i keep thinking of gayle lar i think im obssessed already HAHAHAA.

alright. im posting a pic because someone requested lol.

taken at mediacorp studios

I LOVE GAYLE! <3

helo this is my blog

2006-07-17T20:40:00.000+08:00

i realised that everybody's blogging and its so cool to have a blog lah so i decided to make one too. its so interesting to see people write about their lives on their blogs lah. i feel very left out cos i dont have one so i goody ming made a blog for himself.

ok today i went to sch at 7.45am cos i had to complete the project. the project totally sucks lah its taking up my slp. -.- then i skipped lecture (as usual) to go to the school lan shop to kick ass. then its like i have this interview at mediacorp, about gayle fans, and i had to bring the placards. so i brought them to school. its so cool lah everybody's asking me what is it what is it so i got a lot of attention. LOL IM SO SICK. =x

after sch i went to bedok macs to eat before meetin amirool at his sch. then we took a cab down to mediacorp. the interview was so weird lah i didnt prepare so i didnt know what to say. the girl was asking me "so why do you support gayle?" then i only said "oh cos she can really really sing and shes cute." *(WHICH IS TRUE OK) then i dunno what to say alr. then amirool talked so much lah, making me feel so pwned LOL. then i went home and looked at my laptop. then i realised i am feeling so left out cos i dont have a blog. then now im blogging alr.

so ya. do come back and read my future posts. i hope i dont get too lazy. (: